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lyrics
//
Brave face, mask slips
Feels like I'm falling from grace
Fall from this pedestal I've been placed
The whole world needs me to be this way
I can't keep up my wide smile charade
Anticipate the worst to come
No sleep again, don't tell anyone
Felt something flicker but it's gone
Thought I was smiling but I'm not
I've got this phantom feeling again
Something's missing but I thought it was there
Speak the truth to myself
Lie through my teeth to everyone else
Stuck
in
a
hole
I
can't
get
myself
out
Time is wearing thin, I can't
Stand the state I'm in, it's built
Into my design, it came
To me as no surprise, lay out
All my flaws on the ground, look for
Where it all broke down, don't see
How you all look up while I'm
Falling so far down
I wish I'd see the thing they see
About myself. they paint me out as
A perfect man, no confidence
I wish I'd see the things they see in me
I want to love, I don't have faith
Crumbling monuments bear my name
My body's ready to disintegrate
At any time - the sound of a mind in collapse
//
credits
released May 16, 2020
Produced, mixed and mastered by Jamie Russon
All music and lyrics written/performed by Josh Carter
Artwork by Max Mann
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